Second generation self-destruction
Forced upon an innocent soul.
Hereditary self-isolation
Leading to increased depression -
Lack of human touch.
Clusters of genes bred throughout the countless descent
-
Segments of lost study, annihilation by default.
….
In the deepest darkness of my consciousness,
Buried in the ashes of my self-preservation,
I am looking for the painful answers
Of what the hidden secrets can reveal.
The sadistic self-torture mixed with the sweetest
regret
Of the weakness exploration of who I once was.
Tears falling, eyes blurry, brutal reality check.
Blacked memories of horror and disaster,
Another sabotage without success.
When the soul is hellish, obscure of nature
Why I keep trying to repent?
Shame and hatred, angry issues coming one by one,
To fit or not to fit? – This is my question-
To blend in a mindless society engulfed with
copy/paste mentality.
To feel or
not to feel? - This is my next challenge –
Why my
duality shows up when the moment is inconvenient?
….
Fourth generation self-destruction,
Fourth generation masked in vexation,
Fourth generation inner demonic motivation,
Lacking basic morality, free spirit – no restrains.
And even if the lunacy is not well hidden - who is
to blame?
When the pattern is repeated, deeply engrained,
When damage is not viewed as feebleness -
The true power of the victor is the one being freely
INSANE!
