I am
going to be the curse your sinner lips desperately whispered.
The
curse is going to be your lifelong sentence.
....
I
am going to be the shiver slowly weakening you during your lonely nights.
I
am going to be to sweetest voice in your head,
I
am going to be the irrepressible desire in your heart.
I
am going to be yours once you give up on me,
I
am going to be someone else’s when you want me badly.
I
am going to be the dream when you are awake,
I
am going to be the sunlight when you want to sleep.
I
am going to be so distant when I am with you.
I
am going to be the pain from your self-inflicted wounds.
I
am going to be the heat when your nights are as cold as winter,
I
am going to be the frostiness during your days as hot as summer.
I
am going to be the romantic poem kept in secret,
I
am going to be the obstacle preventing you from realizing your dreams.
I
am going to be present when you are not around.
I
am going to run away every time you attempt to get me closer.
I
am going to be the truth hidden in your lies.
I
am going to be the raging fear when you think your life is fine,
I
am going to be your happy place when your life is torn apart.
I
am going to be the nightmare torturing you every day and night.
