It is hard to stay with you when I am overwhelmed with pain,
It is hard to stay with you when
I can hear how my inner voice screams,
It is hard to stay with you when I
don’t believe in us anymore,
It is hard to stay with you when
I don’t feel the love in my heart.
Storms between us, heavy
hurricanes destroying my inner peace,
We are losing ourselves, we are losing each other;
Unwanted reality.
It is hard to be around you when
you don’t need me,
I feel useless,
It is hard to be around you and
wiping away your tears.
…
When I am gone you will realize
that my soul is barren ground.
Then you will suffer that you turned
me into merciless demon.
My words will turn into meaningless
chatter;
Then you will try to invade my
life one last time, unsuccessful try.
In the end you will try to deny
how your insensitiveness killed me,
How you treat me like an object, the
useless piece of the puzzle.
