Another day
is coming after the sorrow goes away
And the
silence takes its place.
Then the inner voice starts whispering insanely
While the soul aches from the torture
Inflicted by
oneself's never forgetting brain.
…
Take those memories with you,
I don’t
need them anymore.
You took
what was mine – human-clad monster
You told me
I deserved it the moment I came closer, when the guard was down…
The scars
on my body healed in time, empty gaze replaced the spark.
The stars
were falling as if my tears want their release – parallel reality.
Am I the
victim or the one bringing the doom on myself?
…
My solitude
is the prison I forged myself.
I don’t
care I’m alone just shatter my soul again
Like you
did time and time afresh.
Smash my
body on the iron desk,
Let the
bruises speak instead of me - story of cruelty dressed like innocence.
Don’t try
to act a fool with kisses and sweet talking,
When violence
is invited in the bedroom it is no longer love - monstrosity on display.
…
Hate? It
only creates more hate.
You don’t deserve
the emotional recognition.
Let the
skeletons in my wardrobe stay hidden.
Here are
you staying in front of my door
Waiting for
one more invitation to wreak mayhem
In remembrance
of the sweet past we once shared.
With no
regard to the scars you left me with,
As you call
them marks of unhinged pleasure.
You are definitely
mentally deranged,
Let me show
you how unstable I can get.
…
Now you
know how strong I have become,
I knew my
acts towards you were wrong…
I’m still
the same gentle lady until I switch.
I am sorry I
have not warned you about my inner beast,
Enjoy the consequences
under the ground,
Chained in
my basement six feet deep.
