Heart wrapped in darkness, soul engulfed in shadowiness,
Addicted
to the wickedness within, ready for the long game.
Shadows
dancing underneath the skin,
Losing
every sense of what has been.
Fingertips
charged with hidden lightnings,
Ready to
damage the one chosen for this night.
Addicted
to the chase and then the escape,
Living
on the edge just to stay lost in the moment.
…
She
doesn’t need the stability of the colourless days,
Tired of
the simple nights,
She is
the smoke in the sinner’s lungs,
The fix
that they need when the danger is no longer present.
She is
the thunder they need when the room is too sunny,
Ready to
erupt in a massive storm, just to drown the silence out.
She is
the earthquake they crave when walking on steady ground,
The
fracture they dream about when they feel whole.
She is
wildfire running in waves in their veins,
The burn
they need just to feel alive one more day.
She is
the hurricane they invite in their safe spaces
When her
wreckage is what make them feel those rooms so called homes.
She is
the lighting that splits open the darkest skies,
The fear
they beg for when nothing hurts them enough.
She is
the flood they want to break those brick walls,
The
drowning they need to remember how to breathe.
She is
the avalanche they trigger when the comfort takes hold on their lives,
The fall
they desired when their existence feels more like death.
…
Picking
up my own wreckage, stitching the broken pieces within,
Addicted
to the healing of the annihilation I willingly begin.
Scars
crawling over my pale skin, badges of honour no one else can give,
Fixing
every part, ready to be shattered when the mood strikes me.
Fingertips
bleeding from all the damage inflicted with ease,
Ready to
undo all the progress I have made, pain is my favourite medicine.
Eager
for destruction the moment I start feeling just fine,
Intoxicated
with the ruins of my own peace.
She is
the chaos I cannot get rid of, the sweet poison flowing in my bloodstream.
She is
me and I am her – damnation and salvation clad in the same skin.
